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I lied too when i said i was hard,
Cause i'm softer than a thrift store sweater, and twice as worn in.
Created on 2002-07-23 21:24:43 (#641796), last updated 2004-08-28
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Basic Info| Name: | Kid Disaster |
|---|---|
| Location: | Eagle Lake, Florida, United States |
BioI love sade arleene odelia haro with all my heart <3 9/17/01 She's my one and only
.can´t afford to lose my memory
i´m too in debt
fear becomes fact
the years you miss aren´t coming back
guess i forgot
to keep my friends from falling off
you can´t run away
from something that was never there
no one is starting to understand this
of course we miss faces
that we used to kiss
cut yourself with the hand
from your broken clock
timing just nothing except wasted time
you say you understand
i say it doesn´t help
i´m still fucked to death
it´s still meaningless it´s still hit or miss
it´s never making sense
it all went wrong in sympathetic song
starting again
with broken hymns and limbs
i want star-bound feet
far from the ground
this is the most intense thing you´ve felt
this is two hands
ripping through your chest
to scrape the love from your heart.
"The Hell We've Been Living In"
-Give up the Ghost
_bake the world a cake made of your heart, and laugh as they choke on your love_
<3
(this is mine and my girlfriend's cat *meepster*)
See
the truth is
you could slit
my throat and with
one last gasping breath
i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt. <3
. Next time it wont be my heart thats breaking, it'll be your face.
When you read this / I will not be the same
I have let my true form show
this is my last / lost in all my guilt
for letting you fall / understand it wasn't me
but I can't dream without showing intentions
as I ask these questions / where were you
now I can't see through your eyes
I remember the day the sun went out
It halted all progression with all its beauty
it just sacrificed / we fell apart
Sincerely yours I've disowned you [x3]
Sincerely yours I've disowned us
~ Love lies sweetly
The little noises you hear are just the sounds of breaking~
.can´t afford to lose my memory
i´m too in debt
fear becomes fact
the years you miss aren´t coming back
guess i forgot
to keep my friends from falling off
you can´t run away
from something that was never there
no one is starting to understand this
of course we miss faces
that we used to kiss
cut yourself with the hand
from your broken clock
timing just nothing except wasted time
you say you understand
i say it doesn´t help
i´m still fucked to death
it´s still meaningless it´s still hit or miss
it´s never making sense
it all went wrong in sympathetic song
starting again
with broken hymns and limbs
i want star-bound feet
far from the ground
this is the most intense thing you´ve felt
this is two hands
ripping through your chest
to scrape the love from your heart.
"The Hell We've Been Living In"
-Give up the Ghost
_bake the world a cake made of your heart, and laugh as they choke on your love_
<3
(this is mine and my girlfriend's cat *meepster*)
See
the truth is
you could slit
my throat and with
one last gasping breath
i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt. <3
. Next time it wont be my heart thats breaking, it'll be your face.
When you read this / I will not be the same
I have let my true form show
this is my last / lost in all my guilt
for letting you fall / understand it wasn't me
but I can't dream without showing intentions
as I ask these questions / where were you
now I can't see through your eyes
I remember the day the sun went out
It halted all progression with all its beauty
it just sacrificed / we fell apart
Sincerely yours I've disowned you [x3]
Sincerely yours I've disowned us
~ Love lies sweetly
The little noises you hear are just the sounds of breaking~
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*sade*, 7 angels 7 plagues, a jealousy issue, a static lullaby, afi, alexisonfire, american nightmare, atreyu, beloved, bif naked, black paper diary, bleeding through, bloodjinn, casualties, converge, courage the cowardly dog, cuddling, curl up and die, death cab for cutie, dillinger escape plan, eighteen visions, embrace today, evergreen terrace, every time i die, eyes, from autumn to ashes, give up the ghost, glassjaw, guitar, hearts, himsa, hole, hopesfall, in dying days, in reverent fear, jack off jill, jason lee, jerry lee lewis, joan jett, johnny the homicidal maniac, kid dynamite, kissing, kittie, leftover crack, lips, local bands, mewithoutyou, mineral, molly ringwald, most precious blood, my cat, my chemical romance, my girlfriend, my ruin, ninjas, nofx, nora, not waving but drowning, piercings, planes mistaken for stars, playing guitar, poison the well, rain, rasputina, remembering never, rice, saetia, shows, sky came falling, sleeping, spanish culture, stars, taking back sunday, tank girl, tattoos, tenacious d, the black dahlia murder, the blood brothers, the distillers, the locust, the spinanes, the toxic avenger, the used, the vandals, third eye blind, thrice, throwdown, thursday, tiger army, tsunami bomb, twelve hour turn, underoath, unearth, walls of jericho, zao
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